Pinball Junk Drawer, Episode 7

Poor Man's Pinball Podcast·podcast_episode·analyzed·Jan 30, 2022

Analysis

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TL;DR

Host reflects on pinball's personal significance and marks Korea anniversary amid mental health discussion.

Summary

A personal, meandering episode of Poor Man's Pinball Podcast where the host (using Foghorn Leghorn persona) reflects on community positivity, discusses mental health and suicide awareness, and marks the 10-year anniversary of his year teaching English in Korea — a transformative period that revealed how important pinball is to his well-being as an escape and source of joy.

Key Claims

The pinball community recently lost an influential person to suicide
high confidence · Host states this directly but does not name the individual; presented as recent news
The host spent a year (starting Valentine's Day 2011) teaching English in Korea through the EPIC government program
high confidence · Host provides specific personal narrative with dates and program name
There was no pinball available in Korea or Japan during the host's time there, despite searching
high confidence · Host describes searching for pinball in Korea and visiting Capcom arcade in Akihabara, finding none
The host had owned an Austin Powers pinball machine before leaving for Korea
high confidence · Direct statement: 'I had the one Austin Powers machine in the house'
Upon returning from Korea, the host attended his first tournament at Disney Quest arcade
medium confidence · Host describes playing from 11 a.m. to 1 a.m. at the arcade but expresses uncertainty about the venue name
The host has recently gone through major life changes (moving, job change, state change, house change) within the last 1.5 years
high confidence · Host states: 'I've literally changed everything in my entire life except for my wife, my cats, and my pinball machines'
The host is setting up a basement barcade in his new home
high confidence · Host mentions: 'we have a nice basement that is going to be a barcade'
The host plans to attend MGC (Major Gaming Conference or similar) and recently attended Pinball Expo
high confidence · Host states: 'now I'm going to MGC. I had a great time at Pinball Expo'

Notable Quotes

“So when you know I heard a kind of an outpouring of positivity about this show and also you know some of the stuff I've done over the past for the tribe or with the tribe whatever and also uh you know even Mike Harry Williams saying it was fun to listen to some of my wacky stories on the Tribe Multiball I was I was taken aback a little bit”
Host (Foghorn Leghorn persona) @ Early in episode — Shows the host's emotional response to community appreciation and sets tone for gratitude segment
“I only believe that this is it I don't believe in afterlife I don't believe in heaven hell any of that stuff... So this is the only go around”
Host @ Middle section — Host's philosophical framework informing his perspective on mental health and the value of time
“So when I went to Korea, I'm alone, and you're just, you know, I liken it to like somebody who's institutionalized or in jail or they always kind of say, you know, it's funny the things you miss... And I was just I could not wait to get home and play pinball again”
Host @ Late-middle section — Reveals pinball's therapeutic role in the host's life during isolation
“It very easy to just you stop playing them for a while and then you like oh no then all of a sudden that just where like laundry is folded or where stuff like that famously happens to pool tables”
Host @ Toward end — Cautionary note about how easy it is to lose pinball in life if not actively maintained
“I've literally changed everything in my entire life except for my wife, my cats, and my pinball machines”
Host @ Later section — Demonstrates pinball's centrality to host's identity and stability during major upheaval
“If you need help please reach out and get help there's a helpline... exhaust all avenues first. Reach out to some hotlines. Reach out to EAP employee programs”
Host @ Mental health discussion — Direct resource recommendation for listeners in crisis

Entities

Foghorn LeghornpersonPoor Man's Pinball Podcastorganization Drewperson Rachelperson TimpersonMike Harry WilliamspersonTribe MultiballorganizationPoor Man's DroporganizationEPIC Programorganization

Signals

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community_signal: Host anticipates negative backlash and personal attacks from community members despite receiving positive feedback; expresses concern about being criticized online
medium · Host states: 'I know for all the happiness... sooner or later she was going to drop. Someone's going to attack me or someone's going to, this guy is terrible and it's going to be a thread somewhere. And then, and that's going to break my heart'
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event_signal: Host recently attended Pinball Expo and plans to attend MGC, indicating active engagement with major pinball events and community gatherings
high · Host states: 'now I'm going to MGC. I had a great time at Pinball Expo'
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sentiment_shift: Host receives outpouring of positive feedback from Poor Man's Pinball community members (Rachel, Tim, Drew, Mike Harry Williams) about his contributions and podcast work, contrasting with perception of negativity dominating the wider hobby
high · Host states: 'recently, not only on Drew and Rachel's Poor Man's Drop, but also on the Tribe Multiball with Tim and Rachel... A lot of love' and mentions being 'taken aback' by positive feedback after pulling back from pinball content
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community_signal: Poor Man's Pinball Podcast community actively engaging with and supporting content creators within the network, creating positive reinforcement loops
high · Multiple community members (Rachel, Tim, Drew, Mike Harry Williams) mentioned as giving positive feedback; host feels supported enough to record this gratitude episode
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sentiment_shift: Host describes ebb-and-flow of pinball engagement; recently pulled back but now actively re-engaging after major life transitions (move, job change, new basement setup)

Transcript

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0:00

Now who's responsi- I say who's responsible for this unwarranted attack on my person? I say, I say, I say, pay attention now boy, this is, of course, Foghorn Leghorn presents the Pinball Junk Drawer. You all asked for it, I say, I say, you all asked for it now, you're gonna get it. Boy, oh boy, are you gonna get it. Go, I say go away boy, you bother me. Now then, I'm going to do something I call the compliment sandwich, where I say something good, then talk about where you need improvement, and then end with something good. Ah, yes. Nothing like foreshadowing via popular movie or popular TV clips. Ooh, interesting. This is, of course, Foghorn Leghorn Presents the Pinball Junk Drawer. Yeah, I had to stop. I'm like, I was thinking so much about the show and what I was going to do that I forgot the name of the show and what I was going to do. Yeah, good start. Off to a good start. I digress. My name is, of course, Foghorn Leghorn, and this is, of course, the Pinball Junk Drawer. Now, as alluded to by Stewie from Family Guy, I'm going to start off with something really good. As you may or may not know, I have pulled back from a lot of the pinball content out there, But, of course, being a long-standing member of the Poor Man's Pinball tribe, well, that goes out saying that I'm going to listen to the Poor Man Pinball tribe. And recently, not only on Drew and Rachel's Poor Man Drop, but also on the Tribe Multiball with Tim and Rachel, or Rachel and Tim, whichever. I believe either way is fine. Got a lot of love. And, you know, in the year of our Lord 2022, compliments and kind words seem to be a bit hard to come by. Also, I don't really know because I try to keep this show very, very upbeat and happy. But by and large, I'm kind of a reserved fellow in reality. so when you know i heard a kind of an outpouring of of um positivity about the show this show and also you know some of the stuff i've done over the past for the tribe or with the tribe whatever and also uh you know even mike williams saying it was fun to listen to some of my wacky stories on the tribe multi-ball i was i was taken aback a little bit and i don't know you know again i don't really feel that kind of, I try to kill all emotions with beer, but I was sitting at work and listening, and I kind of felt a little verklempt. Is that the word? I don't know. Like, I was like, wow, you know, thanks. So a genuine thank you. If you are listening and you're enjoying it, if you did enjoy, you know, some of the stuff contributed over the years to the poor man's pinball tribe, and that's not what it's about. I mean, but that kind of thing is really awesome. so from the bottom of my heart thank you rachel thank you tim thank you drew and any of the tribe out there that's digging some of this stuff and liking it well thank you for listening and thank you for you know caring so that's all i i also didn't want this to come across like oh i'm trying to like get more positive feedback that's not what that's about it's just you don't hear it much and it struck me kind of when i was thinking about it like you don't really hear a lot of positivity coming back or you don't you know it seems to be like hatred and negativity seems to be the you know the soup du jour in our little hobby and maybe in all hobbies i don't really know um but i digress so that was the good thing yay okay now uh this small segment oh but just to warn you beforehand there's no interview on this show so i'll i'll wait a minute if you want to click off you know you're like oh oh no no interview this guy's terrible and then turn it off so this is going to just be a kind of a random thoughts show i had a few different things i wanted to talk about and i have a big personal anniversary that did highlight pinball in my life so that's where the main thrust of this is going i said thrust uh so the second thing you know the pinball community, the world, as it were, lost a very influential, very awesome person, you know, and it's come to light that this was, you know, through suicide.

6:04

Now, don't get me wrong. You need money. Money is what you use to pay the electric, buy pinball machines, eat other things. But I hear children need clothing to go to school. but the formula is you've agreed to trade your time for x amount of dollars per hour or x amount of dollars per year so again it boils down to all you have is time and this is the one go through so using that as a logic base you kind of owe it to yourself if not those who care about you or around you or those you influence to try to try to make sure things are okay because they're not always okay and i'm not blowing any sunshine and if i'm also not doing any judgment one way or the other if it's time to push your chips in i don't know what's going on in your life i'm trust me i'm not a counselor so again you know if it's time if you think it's time all i'm saying is exhaust all avenues first. Reach out to some hotlines. Reach out to EAP employee programs. These are good things. So if you're in a dark place and you're looking for a ladder or you're looking for a flashlight, you're looking for someone to help you, at least exhaust all avenues. And then if you've still reached that conclusion, it's on you. I would suggest if you are in a really dark place and you don't feel like anyone needs you get a puppy or two because that'll be you will be needed always so and loved eternally so but i digress so again i didn't want to deep dive into this i didn't want to this isn't a luxury thing this is and there's no judgment on anything any you know like i can't stress this enough when i'm doing this show because i know for all the happiness what i said about how drew was you know i know sooner or later the she was going to drop. Someone's going to attack me or someone's going to, this guy is terrible and it's going to be a thread somewhere. And then, and that's going to break my heart. You know, like I've been doing this a long time. So it's kind of like, you know, water off a duck's back, but it still hurts. So, so again, I'll bask in my glory for a few moments until something happens and oh my god so i try to keep this show very positive very light you know this is an hors d'oeuvre you listen to this and you're like well that guy's a little crap and then you go listen to the other thing you like to listen to whatever so okay now enough of that i think i got my point across before i talked in circles for another minute and a half that seems to be my that is really my style is just to say one thing that could be i'm literally the meeting that could have been an email that should be this show's title the pinball podcast that could have just been an email so what I wanted to talk about now on to the last happy part see sandwich just like Stewie said so the last thing I want to talk about is this is the 10 year anniversary of me getting back from Korea like within a week or two beer has killed a lot of like you know specifics about things which is convenient but also kind of troublesome at times So 10 years ago it was this Valentine Day 2011 I left everything I knew and got on a plane and went to a country I never knew and taught English to kids who didn't want to learn English for a year by myself. Now, this was through a government program called EPIC. That's the Korean English whatever. so it wasn't like I literally had never been alone before in my life and I had gotten to a point in the graphics world where I was a graphics production floor and I'd been in this world for 20 some years and I couldn't kind of take it anymore so what happened was at that time I was really into Japan well I still am into Japan but like I was taking Japanese language we had had numerous Japanese exchange students. So I knew the culture and I tried to go teach English in Japan to kids who didn't want to learn English. But Japan is a very hot commodity.

15:15

I've been through quite a lot in the last year and a half. And that's no understatement. I've literally changed everything in my entire life except for my wife, my cats, and my pinball machines. So, you know, that's one of the things that now I'm noticing I'm kind of like latching on to. Plus, we have a nice basement that is going to be a barcade. So enough of this. I did. I'm not sure the point of this other than just, you know, I also try to be like a positive influence. And that's not as easy as you think. And that's part of the reason I went to Korea. As you get older, your mind shrinks and your viewpoint shrinks. keeping an open mind as you age is very difficult that's it takes a conscious effort you know get off my lawn with your baggy pants and your beepers and if you don't know what a beeper is ask your grandfather and it's just like one of those things where you kind of go like oh my god you know so and then like living in a different country for a year where you know none of the language nobody you don't know anybody you're just there you see different ways of things you'd see different points of view, a different way of life, you know, and then you go to Japan for a while, which I was, and that's a different point of view, you know, so it does help. But, you know, I guess I should have put that part this, I was just talking about that. I should have put that in the beginning and I don't edit. I am literally the Ed Wood of podcasting. You know, I don't waste any content. So I just keep talking and I eventually turn it off and hope it's fun. So I guess my main point is, you know, enjoy the time you have. And if you can enjoy pinball and make that part of some of what you enjoy and do it, if you need, find what you need to be happy. And hopefully part of that is pinball. It's not, you know, don't, it's not all pinball. Not everyone is all pinball all the time. But hopefully, you know, maybe even this show, or poor man's pinball podcast is something you look forward to you know and you just find some little sparkle of thing it just makes time we all have to go to work well not all of us many of us have to go to work many of us have to do stuff we don't like don't like scrubbing toilets or washing dishes but you kind of have to and you know but latch keep make sure you keep the things that are good and positive and fun in your life and kind of you know keep those in your heart as you're doing the crap you don't like to do you know wow put a bow on that whole thing huh yikes i digress i will say that's gonna be it for this show next week i will dig out one of those interviews so if you turn me up well i should have led with that because if you turn me on then you wouldn't you don't know anyway if you know someone that only listens to the interviews will tell them well there's gonna be an interview soon so it's gonna be okay all right that's all for this week thanks for listening everyone uh you know go get a puppy or a kitten kit i always say kittens because we have like we always have three to four cats in the house we i'm i'm constantly outnumbered by felines and that's a good thing all right see you next time everyone same bat time same bat channel scream us out of here aliens guy bill i can't even tell that guy's name bill uh bill paxton i always say Bill Pullman too. I'm that guy. Ugh, terrible. The over-actor from Twister and the over-screaming guy from Aliens.